JulieAloha

February 22, 2017

I’m feeling grateful to have turned a corner and made a decision. I thought I needed some kind of closure, to find some way to reconcile, but as it happens all I really needed to do was to be done with it. Last night I told him I wanted nothing more from either of them, that we were never going to be friends again so there was no use talking. I told him we all needed to act like adults, lose the pretense and lies and behave in a civil manner toward each other rather than behaving as if the other doesn’t exist. So I closed a chapter of my life and I finally feel ready to move forward without carrying the pain and anguish of this last year with me. Though it has taught me important lessons about myself and others, I will not allow it to change the person I am.